Ack.. I have been trying to log in this stupid blog for dunno how long.. I didnt notice the time. Forget it lahz..

I hate my friggin playstation. It is 10 years old already and it's spoilt. Actually., i think the lens is spoilt which means the game wouldnt load immediatly. I have to reset until the game loads. I hate this. Once, i had to reset for an hour before the game loads. Damn it lor.. IN the end, i played for a while and stop playing. I was too frustrated to play game.

I hate all official strategy guidebooks!! It's wrong, always wrong.!! Damn the book!! Last night, i was playing my game and according to my book there's some criteria to get my last limit break. I achieved that criteria and when i was prepared to exchange for my limit break and i found out i didnt achieve the criteria!! Damn it lor!! I have to get many gps. I was so frustrated and just off the whole damn game!!

Today, there is an outing at sentosa. BUt because today is my bro birthday so i stay behind to celebrate his birthday. IN the end, he went out with his friends( i think so) as he always doesnt tell us where he goes and what he does. Ach!! If i had known this will happen, i would have go to the outing. Actually, this outing was supposed to destress ourselves as tomorrow would be judgement day-- the day we get out o level results. Actually, i am quite scared and nervous. I may look nonchalant on the surface but deep inside i am quite nervous lor. Still, this results determines whether we could enter a gd jc or poly courses.

Tomorrow would be judgement day!! There would be many emotions tomorrow in my school. Actually, i think there would be happy or sad emotions. Maybe there would be neutral.
We must be prepared ourselves for tomorrow!! Hold back tears and put up a brave front and cheer up as tomorrow would be a better day!! I am talking nonsense here. Skip this whole post lahz. Dont read it!! Cos i am.. am.. i cant find the word to describe my feelings. hehe
Me out!!






This year is the most relaxing year i have. However, i can only say it's only temporary as in the end i would have school and i dont know what lies ahead of me and it may not be a good sign for me. But at least i can relax for half a year and i am quite contended with it.

This year, i have been slacking alot;totally in fact, to speak the truth. I have been playing games, watching shows and maybe shopping(at times only) and i relish in doing all these. After all, i have studied so hard for many years and I deserved this temporary break. However, this break is not very useful as i would forget the knowledge i learn in school, so while slacking i did revise my past work. However, sadly, i only revise one subject which is amaths. I did not revise my sciences when i decided to choose a science course when i enrol to school, instead i studied maths which is also relevant to the course i decided but it's not that important. Frankly speaking, i really almost forgotten what i have learn in chemistry and physics lessons. If i dont start my revision which i dont think i will, i will lose out alot i think??

This is because i have started a new game; a rpg game and i am a slow gamer as i dont love to rush. Hahaz. This type of game takes time and if i played it, it will take about a month or so. I know some people could play such game in a few days or weeks. Furthermore, i might be going to Thailand for a month and i dont think i would be revising anything. Moreover, i dont really like to revise during my break unless it's important or else nah. So actually i am harming myself. wahaha. I think most students would not use their break to revise what they have learn in school unless they are really those hardworking type which i am not.

Let's face it. Actually i am contradicting myself. I am one of a helluva contradictory person. Life is full of contradictions, isnt it not? Just face it. We are living in a world of contradictions. Is there such word called contradictory?? I dont know. My vocabulary is not that strong. In other words, my english is not strong!! Wahaha.

I dont know why i have a sudden urge to watch Matrix. I have the full set of vcds of Matrix. Actually, i didnt watch it before and the last two days i've been watching it. I only left the last part. I own alot of vcds but i didnt watch all as my dad keeps buying and i dont have the time to watch it. In the end, i just left it aside and i became to lazy to watch it. So in the end i dont have the mood to watch them. Wahhaa.. ok. Me out!! wahaha.






Today wasnt boring at all. It's still ok for me. Is it? I am not sure. Is it because i am used to boredom that's why i feel indifferent? Who knows and why bother!! Wahaha..

I realised that the Stupid Singtel keeps sending wrong letters monthly which wasnt supposed to be directed to my house. It's not the postman problem as the address stated on the letter was mine. Sounds confusing right. It's quite ok for it to happen for once or twice but it keeps sending to us monthly. For the first time, we wrote a note on the letter that there was no such person in my house and asked them to rectify the problem and send it back to singtel. Then, again this month, singtel send that stupid friggin' wrong letter to us again. So irritating!!!

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We tried to call Singtel again to tell them the problem. However, it was late and the customer hotline was already closed so we decided to use another way to solve it. My dad asked me to bring this letter down to the management and tell them the problem and asked them to rectify the problem. OK. i wasnt given any choice so i just have to do it so i put the letter on the table so that i could bring it down to the management tomorrow which is today.

Today, i almost forgotten about it until sharon comes to my house then i realised that i have to bring the letter down to the management. OK.. My parents asked me to do it, i will do it. The thing is that, i cant find the letter. I search high and low but still i cant find it. I was quite panick at first but somehow, after a few seconds i dont give it a damn. wahaha.. So u can say i am quite irresponsible or i am not???

HOwever, it was good that i didnt get worried about this as i did call my mum about the letter stuff. I asked her where is the letter and she told me that my dad took the letter this morning and had called Singtel to "rectify" the problem. I dont know whether will the case be closed? haiz..

Oh ya, i read the tagboard messages and this is to BENJAMIN, why cos he said i didnt mention him in my blog. NOw i will mention him
BENJAMIN IS A NICE GUY!! HE IS A DAMN LAMER, ALWAYS GIVES US ALOT OF LAUGHTER. IF PUT IN GOOD WORDS, HE CAN GIVE PEOPLE HAPPINESS, HOWEVER IF U PUT IN BAD WORDS, HE IS JUST A CLOWN!!WAHAHA.. ANYWAY, HE'S REALLY A GREAT FRIEND AND V.GD IN MATHS AND CHINESE. HIS TEACHING IS PROFOUND. SOMETIMES I HEAR UNTIL VERY BLUR. (my maths is just mediocre, my chinese is damn bad)THOUGH I KNEW HIM FOR 3 YEARS, STILL I THINK HE'S A GREAT GUY, EASY TO CHAT WITH.(is this consider outgoing?? i dunno)AND GUYS?? WHAT U THINK!!! WAHAHA..






This is the fourth time i said "this is another boring day"!! This is because it's really boring!!. I really regret not following my grandma to Malaysia. I really do hate everyday!! MOnday to Sunday!! I just hate the friggin boredom keeps seizing my days. I dont know how to survive for the rest of the months man!!

There's nothing to do in Singapore too, no places to go!! Even if i want to go out, i have no friends to go out with.

1) They are all busy with their homework and other stuff
2) They have appointments with other people
3) They just want to stuck up in their house
4) Their parents dun allow them to go
5) They have no money, so in the end they dun want to go out.

There are many friggin reasons for them for not going out with me. Anyway, i cant blame them too as sometimes when friends asked me to go out, i rather stayed at home and played my game. I just dun want to go lor. So i really cant them. Haiz..

My parents want me to learn some new courses and asked me to check out the Commmunity Centre. Ack.. I dun feel like learning any new courses. Anyway, i just remembered they asked me to check out for any new courses. ANyway, they didnt probe whether did i check out or not so i think we plainly forgotten about it.. Hahazz. Anyway, it's a gd thing. DOnt ask me why it's a good thing. Maybe i think it's a good thing that's why i think it's good??

What the hell, It's such a lame answer for such a question.

I never felt so bored before. I am a person that will get bored easily as i dun really have much entertainment to entertain myself. I think most people wil get bored easily. Is it true?? I dun know. Maybe yes , Maybe no.
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It's just another friggin day. Ok. Go play my game liao.. Friggin and freaking day man!!






It's another boring day again. But yesterday night, i mean late night it wasnt so boring as i was on the phone for 2.5hrs and in the end i slept around 3.. wahaha.. Still, today, it's boring even though i embarked on my new game--FF7. I dont know why i have no mood to play.. Haiz.. If i were 18.. I can learn driving then i wouldnt be that bored as there's something to occupy my time and to learn.
I am jealous of all my cousins. They already knew how to drive. OK i know that some people might think it's only driving, what's the big deal. But driving is kinda cool in a way lah.. It's more convenient and faster if u want to reach ur destination earlier and u can speed!! Wahaha.. (just kidding). The pro and cons are balanced when comes to driving( i think)????Enough!!

TOday, there will be Chingay parade at Orchard road. I dont understand what's chingay parade for? And what's the occasion that there will be Chingay parade year after year. I just simply dun understand but i still watch. However, i only watch it once and subsequently i stop watching after that year. Ok. Initially, when watching chingay parade on the television, i found it quite attractive and colourful because of the costumes and the"hua che" and lightings. However, it's get boring year after year as it would be the same again. There's nothing new even though there's a change in the theme. But one would guess that it would be the same old thing and it isnt worth watching. This is what i think only. I knew people have different views. Some may agree while some may disagree with me.

Anyway, what the hell. It's just Chingay parade and it should be fun but why i think it's boring because it's damn boring.
Why bother!! Bleahz






Time really flies damn fast!! So damn soon, the results would be released.Rumours of the date of the results being released are spreading fast!! There're damn many rumours. I kept thinking where those people who spread rumours get their sources from?? Rumours are spicing things up. Sometimes spicing things up is gd but this time it is not good as these will call for many worrying which is supposed to be uncalled for. Anyway, i cant really stop them. It's still their mouth. They have the freedom to speak and to shut!!. I cant possibly sealed their lips so as to stop the rumours spreading around!! Even if i can, there's too many people lips to be sealed so it would be wasting my time! Forget about this! Thinking of such stuff gives me a headache!

I'm so damn bored again. Wahaha. I have no job and i dun want to find one yet until my o level results are released. I finished the task my teacher asked me to do. I am rotting daily and soon my brain would disfunction. What can I do to kill time!! This is killing me man!! I AM DAMN BORED!!I AM PARANOID ABOUT THE PEOPLE I MEET!! WHY ARENT THEY ENTERTAINING ME AND WHY CANT ANYONE SEE!!(i changed the lyrics, i think some may know this is wad song, but i dun wan to mention. I remained silent about this!! Wahaha.. Keep guessing)






I know it's abit late to write something about valentine's day as i had a date yesterday..Wahhaha..In other words..i was very busy yesterday. Actually, there's story about valentine's day, but somehow i have forgotten most of it. I give ur an overview of it.. There's a guy name called valentine. In the past in England(i think), the king didnt like his people to get married, however, Valentine liked people to get married so he secretly helped people to get married. When the king heard of this news, he was infuriated and decided to sentence Valentine to death. So the people wanted to commenrate him, therefore there's Valentine's day. Is the story touching or u feel indifferent when reading this story? Let me tell u, i feel indifferent when i heard this story, but i kinda respect him. Hahaz..

I know on valentine's day must be a romantic day for couples as they would buy bears, chocolates and roses for their partners. However, i think it's a waste of money to buy any of these. Instead of buying roses, they can buy other flowers because not many girls like roses( i think). I dunno who used these stuff to symbolise valentine's day but because of this, people made used this day to earn lots of money!!! Shrewd in business. Haha..

Wadever, i know valentine's day is romantic for couples, pathetic and sad for desperates, normal for those who are singles. No matter what, we still have to pass our day. So we have to live each day to the fullest by being happy!!! yeah!!






OOooo ya.. I'm back from Malaysia along with my ang pows.. Wahaha.. I have opened my anypow and it's more than i received the year before. My days in Malaysia was very fun.. Damn fun. I am starting to miss those days. At first i thought there would be nothing to do there once i reached malaysia but i was totally wrong.. i was busy and kept playing. I stayed there for 3 days only.

The first day(eve of CNY) of course we had our reunion dinner, That's for sure. After that, we played twisted. Maybe some of ur know what this game is all about maybe some dont. I dont wish to elaborate on this game. But if one wants to play the game, one must be prepared to get sweaty and tired. I remembered while playing the game, my cousin poured water on my head(abit) so i am not wet, still very dry. Stupid wai.. May(my younger cousin) always stick to me. She's only 7. She loves to be carried by others and she kept bugging me to carry her and always hold my hand wherever i went. ok lai, she's cute.. Worst still , after i piggybacked her, she sticks to me more, keep asking me to piggyback her. That's fine cos she's not that heavy. Everytime i piggybacked her, i wil always ask her to kick her brothers(played).. We had many fun.

The second day was the first day of CNY. The first thing we done was visiting relatives. That;s the normal thing we all do. I dont consider myself has many relatives but i dont really know my father side relatives. I dont even know who is who, blur like hell, so i kept quiet. Soon after, my cousins and i were exhausted cos the weather there was sunny and there's nothing to do, so after visiting 3 houses, we went home and slept. Then about midnight, my cousins and i went to airport and send gu ma off to china. Their flight was 0200 and the distance between our house and the airport was far so we have to leave early. We told the younger cousins dont follow us cos we knew they would sleep in the car but they were very stubborn so we allow them to follow. May,once she's in the car she slept(not really immediately). When we reached the airport, we tried to wake her up but she didnt want to wake up, she wants people to carry her. So my cousins threatened her and she immediately woke up.. So effective sia. After that, we went back and fetch my uncle from his friend house, At that time was about 3. Then we had supper while waiting my uncle to finish his game. So in the end, we reached home at 4am.. Wahaha..

The third day(CNY day 2), there;s nothing to say much but watching shows and shows just to kill time. Then later about 5+, we went to leisure mall to watch movie(constantine).It's M18 in malaysia but they didnt really care. There were kids watching too.. Bullshit..wahaha..The movie is nice lai but at the ending was abit contradicting but there's humor in the movie too..So worth watching.. After that we had dinner which cos about 20+ sing dollars. Then go home and watch tv again and slept about 2+. And going home on the nxt day.

Very fun.. OOOoooo yeah.. Wahha..






I cant think of any headings, so i might as well dun write any headings until i can think. Finally, i got my new computer. However, my laptop is spoilt. Haiz.. Again i have to send it for repair. Again, my dad will not send it for repair after a long time later. Anyway, as long this new computer dun spoil can liao. hahaz. I am quite contented as long i can use a computer.

Anyway, i have completed my ff8 game. The ending is very nice and touching and in the end u can see squall smiles. That's the first time he smiles in the game. Hahaz. Ok lai, ur may think it's absurd to play just to see him smiles. But actually not, the ending is really nice. Hahaz.. Worth watching and playing too even though the game is quite old already and ff12 is coming out soon.

Last saturday, we had a group outing again. Not the same people go. But the number of people went increased by 1. Only 12 went. We went to the same old place--East coast. Haiz.. It's quite ok lai but everytime cycle, cycle.. It will get boring de, so i think we shouldnt go east coast frequently. However, there's no picnic. Our dinner was pizza hut, eating pizza and the cost was about $100. Damn expensive lor. Each people have to pay about $10. shitty expensive. But eat pizza once in a while it's quite ok lai. However, i am broke now. I only left $25 for the whole week.. Sad sia

However, Cny is comin to town... Hahaz.U noe wad;s the best thing of Cny??It's not getting clothes or visiting relatives to have a gathering or eating reunion dinner. It's getting Ang pow money.. Wahhaha.. I seem to be damn greedy huh. But wadever money i get have to reduce to half. Cos the money i get is in ringgit. HOw pathetic i can be. While my frens got sing dollars.. Sad Sad Sad.. However, one shouldnt be too greedy. We should be contented in wad we have. Wad;s urs will always be urs. Right.. So wishing all the people who celebrate Cny a Happy new yr.. yeah and get lot's of ang pow money.. Hahaz..

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