yesterday night, i pondered over many things and i wanted to write some down over here. However, now, i cant seem to remember any of the things. lolz.

OK. I seem to remember something already.

Avril's concert will be on this saturday and i cant go. Sob* Well, it's expected for me already. My parents would not allow me to go for her concert. Haiz. They would say it would be a waste of money. I really envy all those people who can go to her concert. I would not hate them as i cant find any reasons to hate them. I can only hate myself. Lolz. I'm not feeling blue, so please dun tag any msg about cheering me up. I only pitied myself. Lolz. Remember. I'm not depressed or anything!!!. Ok that's one thing.I

really cant seem to remember anything at all. What's wrong with me? Fine. Maybe, i didnt ponder anything at all. If that is so, why did i say i pondered somethings yesterday? Aiya. forget it lahz. I dun wish to force myself to remember the things i pondered. It's a tiring job to force myself to remember things that i have forgotten.

since i have nth to do, so i put a picture for ur to see. Lolz.


this is my cousin in malaysia, kinda cute huh. tt picture is taken long ago. lolz.

Since i cant remember, den me out.


my mp3 player


since i have nth to do, so took pictures using my hp. lolz.


ditto.

This is wad i do later mah. cos nth to do. lolz.






finally, i have found something to blog in here today. Today is a public holiday, equal to another boring day for me. Anyway, everyday is boring. hahaz. However, today i got find something to do which occupies me almost the whole day which is having a drama serial marathon. I have a sudden craze for a hong kong show which is lady fan. It's a new show so those without scv would not know what show is this. I rent the vcds and in two days, i finished watching the show.
Well, today i have seen the tv screen continuously for about 6 hrs ++. Incredible lehz. I have never done that before lahz. I even miss my lunch which i always do. Therefore, it's not surprising when i said i didnt have lunch. Lolz.

At night, I went to Jp to buy dinner for myself and my bro. He's lazy to go out of his bedroom to buy dinner for me and himself. He would rather stuck up in his room and play his Devil may cry 3 which he always does that. He would only step out of his room for meals or bathing. Or else, u will always see his room door closed. lolz. Today, at Jp i heard caucasions speaking mandarin. I dont know whether are my ears playing me or the caucasions really speak mandarin. I am kinda shocked but i did not freak out. Speaking mandarin is easy however writing and recognising chinese words is hard. Writing chinese words must have skills. There would be a stroke here and there. Without a stroke or a dot, it would be another word. It's not easy to recognise a chinese word. If u dont know how to read it, u cant even figure out sometimes. It's just not like english where u can read syllabus by syllabus and u might pronounce it correctly. Haiz.

I thought of writing something in chinese however when i saw the preview, it just cant read those chinese words. So forget it. It was supposed to write about a few people. But it seems to me that, they do not have the fortune to see it. Lolz. So i decided not to write it den. THis blog is going to be a short and sweet blog instead of a draggy one.

Me out.






I got into my first choice. I guess most of my friends know where i am going. Hahaz. I dont feel like saying it. Hahaz. However, suddenly i want to say where i am going. See carefully. I wont repeat it again. Lolz.

Chemical Engineering--Singapore Poly. S70

I realised that only a handful of my friends are going to the same course as me. For now, i only know one who is going to the same course as me. Haiz. I dont know what's the cut off point for this course. My points might be on the dot for this year cut off point of this course. Luckily i got through.

me out.






i have sudden urge to put old videos. I find enrique iglesias songs are nice. Sorry if u dont like that video or song. I heck whether u like it or not. i just wanna put some nice nice one. Soon, i think i would put escape by enrique iglesias again. Hahaz. The songs are nice but i will change it soon. Just keep changing.. Lolz.

Me out.






F***ing shit. I am really getting senile day by day. If i dont do something to reactivate my brain or stimulate my brain, i am going to announce my brain is dead. DEAD! ! My STM is getting worse each day. I can forget the things i wanna said or done after a few seconds.

Why??

You have to see how i pass my life each day. It's such a routine. Wake up, eat, play com den play ps, eat again, den play ps den bathe, eat, watch show, den play ps again den watch show again. It's my routine. I would not miss out any of this. that's why i would not care which day is which day. That's why i would rant so much over here. It's because i dont care which day is which that cause me to forget my piano lessons. My life is so routine and boring that i can even forget my piano lesson. sucky. If i forget minor things, it's quite reasonable. But missing a lesson not deliberately, it's a grave mistake!!! How can i miss one lesson?? I never ever forget a lesson at all. But this happened on 18th march. Wad the hell. I would be missing another lesson on 25th of march as it is a public holiday--Good Friday. In the end i only went for 2 weeks. I dont know what i am becoming to? It's driving me nuts to know what will i become after the long holidays? I cant really imagine. Yuck.

Saturday, i went out the whole day not literally whole day. From 830 to 630. When i reached home, i'm beat. I went out so early because i need to update my passport. I didnt know that there were so many people in the ICA building. Even there were so many people, but the effienciency was excellent. It was still quite a long queue before it was my turn. But after waiting for half an hour or so, maybe less than that as i didnt notice the time, it was my turn.

After that, I went to orchard early in the morning huh. Actually, i went there with my parents. My dad wanted to buy shirt as almost all his shirts are damaged in terms the colour has faded or there are stains on the shirt which are unremovable. He would not look presentable wearing those "dirtied" shirt. Next, we went to Funan the IT mall. Yupp and i bought myself a MP3 player. $379 lehz. It costs me a bomb and it's burning a hole in my pocket. I have to work hard to mend this hole, to recover the money i spent on the mp3. This means i have to curb my expenditure. I am spending more than saving money now. Money should be used to buy necessary stuffs unless i have extra money to splurge or else we shouldnt be such a spendthrift. However, we worked hard to earn money and we should at least pamper ourselves. But once i spend money, i would be uncontrollable. The way i spend money is like water is gushing out of the tap uncontrollably. It's driving me nuts again to balance.
After that, we went back to orchard again and next we went home. On that day, i slept at 1030 as i was dog-tired. *Pant*

There was nothing to say what happened on sunday except rotting at home. =p.

Me out.






I have MC for 3 days. It's not really 3 days lahz. It's only 2 days. Today is special but not in terms i have any celebrations or somebody special is coming. Come on, how to have celebrations when i am sick? okok. Today is special as Mr Goh and James only want 2 people to do the job.

Sharon didnt recommend me to go as i was sick thus i can rest for another day. Yes, rest is needed for me but i am so bored at home. I keep playing ps. Haiz.

Yesterday, i wanted to go to work intially but i have high fever about near 39 degrees?. Even so, i heck the fever and i wanted to go to work badly. But in the end i didnt went. Of course, i called sharon about my fever. She told me not to go and of course at first i didnt heed her advice. Hehe. Yes, i am sick,not literally sick. BUT SICK!!! I am having a high fever and i still want to go to work. I think all the people would want to stay at home and rest. Lolz. But in the end i didnt went lahz. Lolz. I made a wise decision of not going. If i went, i might faint there.

Why wise?? Even so, i shouldnt go to work at all.

why will u faint?? Why??

It's because i am having a high fever and obviously i would have giddy spells. Furthermore, most of the times i would be under the sun. Lolz. I heard that yesterday job was tiring as they cannot slack as the boss followed them wherever they went. Well, if cannot slack, i will be worn out. Worn out+illness= worsen my condition. therefore, i consider myself lucky. Hahaz. Blah blah.

Well, heard that the image of the two bosses was better than LARD. Their cars were much more better than LARD. Their attitude and characters were better than LARD.

Why do i say so(attitude and characters)?

They were very polite and decent while talking to my friends lor. Their actions to my friends were also very gentlemanly and polite. LOlz. Furthermore, they also helped my friends to send out the flyers. This shows that they have responsibility and know how to share burden. Unlike LARD who only knows how to shirk responsibility and flees when there's trouble. They also treat my friends drinks. Unlike LARD, he doesnt even care. lastly, the most important, they are PUNCTUAL. Unlike LARD who only knows how to make us wait. However, if u want an easy job u might prefer to have boss such like LARD as he doesnt check on u. However, i prefer these two bosses. I dont mind working alot as my time is fully well spent and they are MUCH MUCH MUCH BETTER THAN LARD. I emphasise on the MUCH MUCH MUCH BETTER and u should know how WORSE is LARD. I also emphasise on the PUNCTUAL and u should know LATE he can get.

Me out.






Today, I am so damn unlucky. sometimes i will wonder i am jinxed. Somebody used voodoo on me, placed a curse on me or anything lahz. Or i am innately jinxed?

Let's recount what happened today. I was having a sore throat and it got worsen until my voice is hoarse. Now, i have no voice. If i got mug(touchwood), i cant even scream for help. Haiz. So before my throat recovers, i must be extra cautious with people. Lolz.

Next, i had work today. We still are doing CBD area. We got a lecture from a security guard and we had to take our cards back. Lolz. Well, i dont want to say what the security guard said but what he said makes alot of sense to me. Pig oil or Lard has no sense at all and he was the first person to flee. He didnt even help us to resolve the matter. We told him the matter and yet he is still v. stubborn. He still wanted to do carpark. Forget it lahz. I am not going to work tml.

Another one, it's a short one. I waited for an hour just to see a doctor. There were so many people who were also seeing doctor. Wah. I realise that i am the fastest patient which means that my consultation with the doctor is the fastest. I think it's only a minute or two. Lolz. Next time if i see a doctor, i must tell all the patients to let me see the doctor first as my consultation is the fastest. Shoo.. shoo.. shoo.. I will be the first. Yea..

After seeing the doctor, i didnt realise that my money has dropped. $25 lehz. Luckily, there was a kind-hearted soul called me and i quickly picked up the money and went off. LOLz. There's nothing me to write. ok

Me out.






I am having a sore throat now and i am not drinking alot of water. Instead i am eating many heaty stuff and i dun care how my throat sores. I dont want to see any doctor yet. I always wait until my throat cant get any worse then i would see a doctor. When that time comes, i have already lose my voice or going to lose it soon. Lolz. I think ur may think I am bit crazy, not taking care of ur health and torturing urself. Lolz. I am like that.

I am always like that. When i have cough, i will drag for weeks before seeing a doctor. Even i have fever, i will not see the doctor immediately. I will continue to do my own stuff or sleep until i get giddy and cannot stand it den i would see doctor. At that time, it would be at night and my parents would already bring me to see a doctor. Seeing a doctor have to queue and always the queue is always damn long. So as it drags, my illness got worsen. Lolz. I always can take MC as my illness always was quite serious at that time. However, i dun heed the doctor's advice and continue to go to school and play. But i dun go for PE. I am still quite obedient ok. I at least still heed part of the doctor's advice. Lolz.

Now, i am having a sore throat and i dun want to care as it's not so bad yet. Lolz. I am having a bad habit now. I dun eat lunch. Lolz. Please dun follow me. I love to starve myself. yes. I am a problematic kid. NO lahz. I always eat brunch so no lunch for me. But i really always make until myself v.sick before seeing a doctor and please dun follow me. I am not torturing myself but i am just lazy to see a doctor. I wanted to write something just now, but i cant remember now what i wanted to write. So forget it.ok

Me out






Yuck and Ack. Today, we face WD's wrath. I realised that we cant provoke WD. Not only he's angry, we were also angry with him. However, my anger subsided very fast while my other friends were cursing him. They are still angry with him while i'm ok with it already. Hahaz. However, i really find him very unreasonable. He's damn unreasonable. I dont find him a caring as well a sensible employer. He had no sense at all. I dont think he even has brain. I dont know how he got his job--Marketing Manager.

Firstly, his creativity in publicise was only mediocre. It's worse than mediocre. It's lousy. Out of 10, i think i would only give it 2. So u can imagine how cheap the publicity is. It's a pamphlet with insufficient details. Furthermore, u need to pay in order to get a brochure. What the hell man. We are publicising MMI in case u dont know. It's a childcare centre, a RICH/WEALTHY childcare centre. Aint supposed the publicity should be more expensive in the terms of details and creativity. Forget it.

Fine. Being a marketing manager, the salary should be quite ok, at least better than those who are just havin a low paying job. His car is really pathetic. Speedometer spoilt, one of the backlights malfunctioned and he didnt send it for repair. Furthermore, it's spoilt for quite long already and he doesnt want to send it for repair. What?? Felt a pinch spending money on repairing car?? That's being stingy not frugal. oh come on lor. Should fix it at one go. Should any problems surface, he would be spending more. No brain or no common sense?? i dont know? None of my business. how much money he spent is none of my business.

I just hate WD. I hate everything about him.
He doesnt keep his image to tip top condition. His shirt only have 3 colours. Blue, Pink and yellow. that's ok for me. His hair is unkempt, he perspire alot, making his shirt so smelly and wet. Tt's cause him to have a reek of stench. I cant stand it. Furthermore, his shirt is tucked out behind. A manager lehz. If u pass by and see this image, what would ur think?? First impression counts. We are superficial people. We dont see the inner of people at the first sight, we only see their image.

What i hate about him is that he;s being really unreasonable. I hate what he said about us. We complained to him that we dont want to do town area or CBD area as it's really tedious. We suffered alot. We acted like theives and have to smile whenever we give the pamphlets to the people. I smiled until my mouth cramp. Sucky. We do so much for him and yet he show his anger to us. We told him we would quit if he dont want to change area. But i can understand how he feels lah. i Think i can. How would u feel if ur employees are sort of rebelling?? Anyway, he said smiling that it's not tough lah. Yaya, not tough, y dun u do it urself?? He also said that, i paid u so much lehz. 4 people 200 per day lehz. It's quite alot ok?? YAYA. 4 people 200?? U called that alot??My friend who is doin the same profession as me earn slightly more than me. However, he only does it for 3 hours and he got that much money. We do till the maximium and we would never get that much money as him. So u think that's alot???
In the end, he really got angry and told us that if u dont continue to finish the job u would not get ur salary. Is he damn unreasonable?? I HATE HIM!! HATE HIM!! HATE HIM!!!
However, i hate him but i dun curse him. i feel much better lahz. Anyway, i feel better long ago. But recounting what happened today, my anger just resurfaced again, scaling to even greater heights. Haiz. Forget it lah. Ok.

Me out.






I'm finally started my job. Ack.. It's more tiring than ever. It's not because that i didnt do the job for a long time so therefore when i returned, i get tired. It wasnt like this. It was because we are doing at raffles and have to give pamplets to cars. However, we know that raffles is CBD, many buildings and thus, there would be security officers at every building. As expected, most of the security officers wouldnt allow us to put those rubbish on to the cars and thus we would be driven out. Therefore, everytime we have to sneak in, making us acting like theives. We are stooping so low just to give out those pamphlets. Instead of walking in, we are sneaking in. We have to look out for security officers before we enter and when we are giving out. It's so tiring. It's worse than giving out to HDB blocks. This will continue for 2 weeks as MMI was established recently at raffles, so there must be alot of publicity.

I think i will not do the job soon. Haiz. I am so tired lor. We are keep walking lor. There's so place for us to rest. Even there's a place to rest, it would be a cafe or restaurant. We must at least buy something to eat or drink lor. So we keep walking, walking and walking. Continue to walk. Wherever we walked, we would throw away the flyers as we knew that there would be no way we could finish sending all the flyers away. In the end, we were throwing away the flyers more than sending away the flyers. It's true. This type of area is really hard for us to do. Even though we slack alot, but it's really tiring. I dont know why.

I'm so tired. I dun even have the strength to carry on blogging already. Ya. I'm stopping here. Ok.

Me out






Ack.. I went back to washing detergent job again. haiz.. too bad lor.. so hard to find job nowadays. Anyway, this job i took up was just to kill time and earn money again. Hahaz. Anyway, i kinda pity WD. After, we quit his job, he started to look for people to take up the job but to no avail. He looked for people about a month and he was like so pek cek in finding people already. I cant find the word to say it. Can anyone just help me filled it up?? Tag me and i will edit.. hahaz.. I cant remember whether it was WD called yb or yb called WD. Either way, it's still the same, they communicate. Heard from Sharon that, WD sounded desperate in finding people to take up the job. Anyway, we 3 have nothing to do so we decided to help him and took up the job. Wadever lor, it's such a slacking job anyway, that's wad i think. the reasons why i said it's slacking is confidential. Heaven's secrets cannot be divulged. Hahaz.

haiz. this 3 days, there;s nothing to say. Nothing much, except maybe for the JAE registration. Everybody was complaining about the jammed system. However, luckily, i registered early, or else i would face the same predicament as my friends. I heard many stuff of the bloody system. Hahaz. Some of my friends stay up till the wee hours to register, hoping the traffic would lessen. However, it's still jammed. My friend got kicked out many times. However, she has the patience. Patience is a virtue sia which i dun have. hahaz. If i wait too long, i will just log out. hahaz.

I still keep dwelling on my bloody results which most of ur think my results are not bad. However, i think otherwise. haiz. Furthermore i was being discouraged by my dad. He said, " Wah, only 4 As, got Bs and C somemore.. No wonder u got this mark lahz. 15. heh." fine. I dont know what he wants too. He as if wants me to get straight As. Not as if. It seems to me it's a must for me to get STRAIGHT As. I already think my results was bad enough but at least i still can apply for jc. Yet he made me feel worse. Anyway, i cant say much already. If my friend see this and one day if i meet him, he will give me a tight slap. Ahhh.. I cannot endure a slap actually, i will cry for most cases. Hahaz. I'm a cry baby. Whahaa.. ok lahz

Me out.






I love and hate being jobless. The reasons of this love-hate relationship is very obvious. But still i want to speak it out or write it out.

Love
1) I can slack
2) I can do things whenever i like(no time restriction)
3)I would not feel stress
4)i would not need to see anybody's attitude
5) I dun have to wake up early

This are some of the reason lahz. I am too lazy too think or maybe i dont have anymore to write.

Hate
1) I dont get money
2)i will rot at home
3)I cannot buy things that i like
4)Nag by others
5)get bored easily

It doesnt matter whether i am jobless or not. I am not the sole breadwinner of this family. It just that more money could be saved for future purposes or emergencies. Paying school fees would be one such thing. I would be going to poly this year while my brother would be going to university next yr. So the fees altogether would be damn expensive. It would be about $8000. It's alot ok. It might be some people annual salary. Frugal is a virtue and being frugal might bring us many benefits. However, being over thrifty would become stingy which is not good. Sometimes., getting a job would also help the family to make ends meet. Maybe, not now, but it could be in the near future. ok lahz.

Me out.







Peifen.. I do really agree with u. This blog really dies on me. I dont know whether is it the blogskin problem or not. If it is den i am goin to change it. I wanted to post in my previous post however, it just dont allow me to do so. It will just distort the whole image.

It suxs. I hate everything. It suxs.

I hate bees. Yesterday night, there was a bee, an enormous bee keep flying around in my house. I was still using the computer then. However, i didnt really know that there was a bee in my house. I only keep hearing the flapping of its wings. I thought it was neighbours doing something until i notice it. My eyes are sharp, very sharp when comes to those bees and insects. Of course, i still stay put as it is consider quite far away from me. Therefore i keep using the computer as it is no one business. When the bee started to fly towards me, i run, RUN for me life. I run to my room for awhile den come out and continue using the computer. Whahaa. I remembered i run a few times and continue using the computer. It was until i cant stand it, i just shut the whole computer down and went to my room and sleep. Anyway, it was quite late at that time. It was about 130 am already. However, i cant sleep. I toss and turn until it was 3 am. Then, i was tired and went to sleep. Haiz..

Oh ya. I have been acting like a pig recently. I have been eating and sleeping without exercising. Yesterday was a good example. After i had my lunch i went to wonderland for 4 hours until my dinner time. I didnt do anything, not even housework. So aint i acting like a pig which only know how to eat and sleep only. Wahaha..

Ok.. Me out.






I really hope that this post would work ok. Yes. I have nothing to lament on except for this friggin blogger system. It has been ruining my blogspot. I dont know how to fix the problem. I also dont feel like fixing this blogger system.

Today, i have been acting like a pig. I eat and sleep the whole day. I just woke up from my nap. I slept for 4 hours. I dont know why i have been so tired lately, not lately but only today. I dont feel like doing anything. I didnt play my playstation. I just left it there. The time passing by seems to be getting slower for me or maybe faster which i seriously dont know. In fact, the time is getting faster year after year. This is true because it is scientifically proven and it's written in the discovery book. I dont know which year and i didnt bother to check. If u want to know what's all this about, then go and check it yourself but it's a bit troublesome lahz. I guess most would not check. wahaha.

Even i dont feel like blogging in anymore. I dont feel like typing anymore. I am just so tired. Ya. i'm done for now.
Me out






I HATE U!! I HATE U!! Y R U MALFUNCTIONING AT THIS TIME!! I JUST HATE U!! Y CANT U FUNCTION PROPERLY!! HATE U!!WAH!!!HATE U HATE U
cURSED U !!






HEY.. THIS IS ONLY TESTING. WHETHER THE BLOG LIKE SHORT AND SWEET POST OR THOSE LONG AND CRAPPY POST.. IF IT REALLY COMES OUT NORMAL. THIS MEANS.. IT LIKES SHORT AND SWEET POST AND IT MEANS THAT I WOULD NOT GO BLOGGING OFTEN LIAO.

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