Sunday, July 31, 2005
I am going to get my own jersey liao. Wow. I'm darn happy. But i might not be the Chosen One. Wahaha. If you get what i meant. I want No.07. It seems that nobody chops but i wanna blog in the website, but i cant blog it. Something wrong with the server. But i can go into my own bloggy. Haiz. I dont think i will get that no. 07. 07 is a lucky and a magical number.
i am finding myself spending like running water. I must learn to curb my expenditure. And i should spend my money necessarily as now, i am paying my own school fees. My heart aches lehz. Spending money like running water.
Like this incident, i already paid money to go for the bbq and in the end, i am too sick of that bbq and quite lazy to go, that's why i didnt go, in the end wasted that 8 bucks. $ 8 can buy me at 4 meals in Sp which it can almost last me a week in school.
I always wanted to blog something interesting that i came across, but always, i end up having no time to blog and thus, i had mostly forgotten what is that incident about. Sometimes, i find my blog rather mundane which i think it's supposed to be mundane. My blog should be talking about my stuff and that. Anyway, just assume that this blog is gibberish.
ok??
Me out.
took a picture of love/7/31/2005 03:08:00 PM
Sunday, July 24, 2005
Holidays are here for only sp students. Haha. And maybe for a few others out there too and for toddlers who will always have holidays until they reach a suitable age. My holidays will be damn packed. Firstly, i have three assignments to do. Two reports and one presentation and i only have a week to complete all these assignments and logically, i should be anxious and already started on my assignments. But the irony is that i dont even care about them and i dont have the mood to embark on them. This one week holidays i will be busy as i said before as i have a few outings to go to which will already use up one of my days. Since time is so limited, i should be using my time doing all my assignments instead of reading story book and playing games right.
This is who i am and what i am. A big irony, worrisome person whom i find myself very hard to get along with. This is what i observed from some of my acquaintances.
Firstly, giving me a cold shoulder. What the lor. The purpose of that chalet is to bond among us and you are giving me a cold shoulder. FIne. It's not as if i really care about that.
Secondly, i cant joke around anymore like last time. Previously, i was able to joke around effortlessly. It's like my nature which i dont think it is. huh.
Lastly, i think i have changed mentally, or in other words, matured. My thoughts are totally different when i was in secondary school and i dont tend to joke anymore. Or maybe there's nothing for me to joke around with?
Finding myself more crude?
Whatever.
Didnt really enjoy the chalet much but the relationship with some of my teammates improved. Chatted more. This is at least what i thought. It might be different.
this is what i like about blog when i rant about people who will never know what i said about them or whatever. Saying bad stuffs behind their backs is a horrible thing to do and i admit i can be quite bad at times, but not so bad as others who really saying all those crude stuff about people they disliked. Well, it's all in our nature, this is only what i can say about.
Me out.
took a picture of love/7/24/2005 02:30:00 PM
Friday, July 15, 2005
Yesterday, while training for poly 50 race, i blurt out my old ailment. Not many people know about it. It happened like that. I was running around the track and i have stiches and my legs are feeling wobbly, it really cant bring me further. I really almost trip and fall. Therefore, i started to walk with another person who was also feeling unwell. The so called group leaders thought we are not giving our best and sorta scold us and asked us to treat them a meal of pizza. I was so damn pissed off and i really dont like to owe people a debt. Therefore, i force myself to run. Run even harder. You might think how they would know about my old ailment. Well, there was someone else taking care of us. So i dont know how, i just blurt it out and i regretted immediately as i dont like people to sympathise me or anything. I hate that. Really. So when the group leader lectured us, the guy who took care of us explained the problems to him. So well, he felt apologetic and asked us to jog slowly. Actually, it's not that i dont want to jog, it's really my legs cant bring me further. I think it's because of the vigourous trainig of touch rugby where they trained alot on our reflexes. Thus, my legs felt wobbly.
Well, i think the group knew it already and one guy asked me how come i trained with them on the first training. Well, obviously, i am feeling good, better than the recent training. One more thing, i dont like to train on tracks. It gave me a psychological effect that it will never ends and it tends to make me weary. Well, i think they would be training more on tracks, thus i think i should have stronger endurance as well as determination. Well, hope that i will be feeling better when the next training comes. Forget about it man.
Just now, i was watching lion king 3. OMG. It's so damn nice lor and hilarious too. I really love this motion picture. I am never sick of lion king series. I dont know why. Out of the cartoons' movies, i love lion king series the most. Really. I watched lion king the most out of the movies. I dont know why, but i tell u, it's really worth to watch it many times and it's really worth to watch.!!!!haha.
Me out.
took a picture of love/7/15/2005 03:13:00 PM
Monday, July 11, 2005
I hate u for disqualifying me without asking my permission. I know that you want to have a fair spread between the sports and welfare committee. But did you ever ask the people who have already signed up, looking forward to that event whether they want to back out or not? U didnt. and that's ur freaking fault.
I already told my mum that i would be going to the competition this saturday, and suddenly this morning, i was informed that i was "disqualified". How can you just anyhow take a person name out of that freaking list. I was really looking forward to it cos i know that the event would be so fun. You would be taking away my cca points. Do you know how important cca points are? Perhaps u do know. I guess you should emphatise with me cos the feeling of getting disqualified in the last minute is damn horrible. I dont know whether you experienced that feeling before, but let me tell you, i have that feeling before. It's sour, and depressing when you know you are the champion and yet suddenly you are disqualified and you see ur own trophy give it to someone else and you cant do anything to stop it.
I only join two events, and now, i cant go to one of the events. I cant stand it lor. I know that the events are opened for the whole cls club committees, but do you know the rule of being first come first serve? How can you just ruled that out? I find it unjust and yet i cant do anything to resolve it. Worst still that, the assistant didnt care. I just hate them. I am hating cls club already just for this stupid thing. Maybe, this hatred would not last long. I'm not even sure. So just pray that my hatred would not last long.
Me out.
took a picture of love/7/11/2005 05:15:00 PM
Sunday, July 10, 2005
Hey, i'm back with another new post again. That sentence is redundant. Haha. Obviously, i am doing that. haha. ANyway, let's stop crapping.
I have been busy with my cca and school work. I have tests every subsequent weeks, so i'm like studying for tests every week. However, this test which will be held this wednesday and i haven started studying for it. In the past, i will be already fully prepared/equipped, but not really full of confidence. Thus, i will keep studying and studying. I realised that i have committed lots of time on my cca which is quite true in a way, therefore, i do not have sufficient time to study. Let me tell u why.
1.I have been rushing my games throughout the weekends until now. Haha. (maybe after this blog, i will go and study).
2. Too much events coming up esp my touch rugby matters. For example, the coach wants to have dinner with us. I dunno whether to reject that offer or not. I'm in a dilemma. Haha.
3. Next week, i have a competition on saturday. Again, i will be playing.
4. I have a compulsory chalet. Again, it's touch rugby. I really dun wish to go as it's really been packed for me. And after the chalet, i will have another class gathering. Poly really wants to tire me out. sucky.
For now, that's my brief schedule until the term breaks. Packed right?
Sucky. Poly life really does not deviate much from jc life. I think that poly life is much more busy than jc. It's true ok.
ok. Fine. I'm the most hardworking fella in my class. That's my attitude towards studies. But trust me. I am slacking alot. I have changed. I am not my usual self, i think. By now, i should be already about to finish studying for my this upcoming test. Even though, apparently, i am the most hardworking fella in my class, please dun send my report around the whole class. I send u my report for reference, dun send it out. luckily, one of my friend slipped his tongue and he regretted it immediately. I asked him who send it to him, and realised it was another classmate of mine. I recalled and realised that i didnt send my report to him. Please. My report suxs ok. I dont like my report to be sent around the whole class, and the meaning of referencing means copying from my report. My report suxs and i dont want myself and my friends to get into trouble. If my results suxs, their results also suxs and they might blame me. I dont want to have such unneccesary problems.
I shouldnt be so hardworking in the first place. I should hide it. Haiz. I will have many more pending requests from my friends. You should know what requests would they ask.
Regrets
Me out.
took a picture of love/7/10/2005 08:37:00 PM
Monday, July 04, 2005
It's been a week since i updated my blog. Anyway, i'm pretty busy these few weeks. I have projects, reports and quizzes all pack up in a week. It's like endless unfinished businesses to do especially the reports. It will come every fornightly. In addition, i have this big report which is yet to complete. I have only done the introductory section, and that doesnt even cover a third of it. So i guess, how busy and pathetic i am. Haha. It's never slacky in poly. Everybody says that poly life is v.slacking compared to jc. Initially, i also thought likewise, but after studying in poly for a few weeks, i realise that the life in poly is comparable to jc. Haiz. Whatever, but there are some parts which are really unlike jc. We have no homework to do, but we have tons of report to do, more lab practices. I can only list out the differences so far. hahaha. Actually, there's not really much differences. However, we dont really enjoy some of the privileges that jc do. For example, today is youth day and obviously i dont know. I know it from my friend and he didnt attend sch today. Well, poly doesnt celebrate teachers' day, youth day or anything. Therefore, we study more days than them, however at times, lesser hours than them. hahaz.
I dont really wish to mention that sad fact of studying in poly. Hahaz. Today, i saw meng how in sp. I was so damn shocked lor, i thought i was seeing wrongly, perhaps was seeing a guy who resembles meng how alot. But it's the fact that meng how came to sp. it's like huh? Why is he coming to sp? What's his ulterior motive? Nvm.
I have a survey to do which needs to be hand up on this wednesday. It's like omg. The target of my survey is rather hard to find as i'm doing a survey on slimming products and i need to find ppl who eat slimming pills. Of course, i can find people who dont eat slimming pills, but the majority must be people who eat slimming pills. So like erm.. dont wish to say. It's damn irritating lor. Cant stand it lah. Sucky. sucky.
What to do. who can help me. Idiotic man. Furthermore, they want to appoint me to be a leader. Come on lor, i always avoid doing leadership roles as i dont really wish to have any extra responsibilities. Moreover, i am not really cut out to be a leader. I keep losing stuff and that and u ask me to be a leader. I dont wish to implicate my group members and i dont want to strain relationship among them. OMg. Tomorrow will be tuesday and i only have a day to do that survey. Damn man. I need to reach my quota. Haha. I wish to send it to my mother's colleague to do it but i dont know how many people took slimming pills. If all doesnt take it, then i'm really in deep trouble. Sob Sob. Haiz. I dont know what to do. really. Help me!!!
Me out.
took a picture of love/7/04/2005 04:13:00 PM
