Wednesday, August 23, 2006
i may seem that alot of things dont matters to me, but it is not until i realised that how much stuff matters to me, be it significant or insignificant and how much u matters to me too. Friends, family, loved ones, i all cherishes and adores. and yesterday u said something that really hurts me when u said ur presence is not needed or doesnt matter. The way u r saying, u r telling me that i do not need ur presence. Each and everyone i know of course does matters to me, let alone u. I just didnt say that i'm upset about it cos i dun wan u to feel bad or whatever. Most of the times if i'm sad, i wun really say it cos it' just me. I will bottle up all my feelings until it reaches my limit and i would cry and my limit is just small. In the end, i will cry at night. haha. Of course, definitely, i will feel better the next morning. Sometimes, i wish i wun be so attached to anyone, cos the more attached to that person, the more hurt i will get if he or she hurts me. But i cant. I will try to be close with anyone as possible. I also dunno why. If i get too close to anyone, i will become very sticky which is one thing i dislike about myself. Ack.
Whatever.
One more paper left and it's tmr!! lolx. Jia you!! Jia you to all!! wahaha.
Me out.
took a picture of love/8/23/2006 09:40:00 AM
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
i dun need ur presence. i just need myself. cos i'm just selfish. I'm
SUPER HAPPY!! VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY HAPPY.
maybe i should learn how to let go. and it's time to be less wilful.
Me out.
took a picture of love/8/22/2006 12:00:00 PM
Sunday, August 20, 2006
how can u say u r stupid when u r not. since u can tell me that i can enter this course, it means that my results are not bad. indirectly u r tellin me that i'm not bad in studies. haha. and u r in the same course as me and this goes the same to u. u r not stupid. u r also not bad. lol.
and u r also not fat. lol. if i dun say all this. i dun really feel good anyway. lol. just wanna say it. lol. and i have finally said it. =)
i realised my posts are always short. well, i really do not have much stuff to blog about anyway. i dun feel like bitching about anybody. haha. we should live in harmony so bitching is bad!! lol. but i guess everybody will continue to bitch one another even though they know bitching is bad.
But sometimes bitching about someone will relieve urself. or maybe, if u wan to feel even better. u can vent ur anger on hitting paper people. This is one of the chinese tradition which if u r unhappy about that person, u used that paper to vent ur anger on him or her. LOL.
if u dun like the chinese tradition. maybe u can try the western tradition. ThE voodoo doll. LOL. However, do not chant any spell or wad. u may bring life to the doll and get a chucky. u may not like that. it's rather unpleasant to have a horrifying and violent doll. u dun wish to get kill out of no reason in the middle of the night. I hope u will not get any nightmare if u read this. LOL. Anyway, it's not scary anyway. Definitely it has its scary moments where it will suddenly scared u and make u jump. lol. But, it's rather lame anyway. HAHA.
Of course, there are many other methods to vent ur anger on. But do not vent ur anger on the person physically. U may get into trouble. U wun wish that right. LOL. If can, do not create any trouble or quarrels or disharmony among u, frens anybody. Live in peace and harmony.
I'm not targeting anyone. It's a just a reminder to anyone out there who have a bad-tempered and to me. =)
And my english deproved cos i always cant find the word i wan to write. SIAN.
Me out.
took a picture of love/8/20/2006 11:06:00 PM
Saturday, August 19, 2006
i'm watching Dennis the Menace and blogging at the same time. i'm abit bored watching that show anyway as i have watched it many times le. It's rather funny la, the way dennis created a havoc in his neighbour house. and he's cute. haha. But most of the time he didnt mean it. Lol. yup yupp.
err.. it's still the exam period. 2 more papers down and 2 more papers to go! and i dun really like next week cos next week will be the starting of holidays soon. it will affect my mood to study. haiz. I always wun do well for the last paper cos i would wan to quickly finish the paper as early as possible and can celebrate as early as possible. =) well. it's not a good thing. Haiz. But my mood gets influence so easily. OMG. Dennis is really very cute and he hates pinchers. LOL.
i miss u lots.
Me out
took a picture of love/8/19/2006 10:47:00 PM
Friday, August 18, 2006
wtf la. now wad's happening to my com. the whole internet explorer got a big problem la. it went haywire la. all this shit suxs man. having a bad streak of luck recently. Haiz. my whole com may need to reformat and i dont have a backup drive or anything.. zzz..
argh!!..
now coming here to blog also got problem. wtf..
Me out.
took a picture of love/8/18/2006 09:23:00 AM
Monday, August 14, 2006
Am i that hardworking? i just wanna do well for my exams. i wanna get good results for my academics so i just started studying few days earlier before ur ma.. dun say until that i'm so geek. Cos i had a fren who is more pia than me. He had started his revision 2 weeks before me i think. His results is better than me. lol.
Anyway, i just finish studying for my exam tmr. I dont really have the confidence of doing well. I dont know lehz. Haiz. =(. ya it suxs to have such feeling. But i'm feeling that way. i always feel this way until i have done my exam. Sian. I have like exam fright. LOL. I dunno.
DO i really have no life? bah. Who cares whether i have life or not. I dont wish to talk about it anyway.
I have a bad dream cos i woke up crying. I realised i am a cry baby cos i cry quite alot and i tend to cry easily. Dont ask me why. But this is the way i am. =)
Me out.
took a picture of love/8/14/2006 05:31:00 PM
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
i'm irritating and i'm irritatedannoying and annoyed.get out.Me out
took a picture of love/8/09/2006 10:46:00 PM
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
why like that. why is happening? what am i doing. if only i got....
if only i..
dont u think it's abit too late.. it's pointless to keep saying if only i...
cos if i really do that, i wun be regretting and complaining. am i right? so i'm feeling rather low cos i didnt do what i was supposed to do. if only i did that, i guessed i wun be feeling tt bad. anyway, things are not as complicated as u thought. it's not life and death matter. it's just a stupid simple test. if only i..
forget it. i wish i also could forget about it, but my mind and heart is still thinking about it. i cant put the stupid thought away and down. it cant be pushed back to my mind. whatever.
self-soothing in progress...
Me out.
P.S Click is nice, funny and rather meaningful. all should try to watch. =)
took a picture of love/8/08/2006 07:14:00 PM
Sunday, August 06, 2006
ack. exams and test suxs. they are coming at a fast rate. haiz. next week is my study week and i have 2 tests on tt week. it's like i have no study week la. cos i dun have time to study for my exams den after next week, it's my exams le. haiz. what to do. i suddenly feel stressed when so many things coming. haiz.
i'm feeling confused now cos i'm too indecisive. i cant make up my mind yet. haiz. i dunno.
ack. it suxs man. i will continue brooding unless someone tells me what to do..zzzz..
Me out.
took a picture of love/8/06/2006 10:58:00 PM
Saturday, August 05, 2006
why do guys like to watch pornography or like to see naked woman. wad so nice about them? maybe at a different view, one may think it's an artistic flim, but the fact is that u are still watching pornography film. We said it's artistic just to make us feel better and sound nicer. However, of course naked sculptured woman or in portrait, i may consider as art, but in film, i dun think it will be seen as art.
I dont know what are u thinking about while watching these shows. Are u sexually deprived? I dont know why u like watching such shows and buying so many of such vcds. I have accidentally found u watching them and keeping them. I just kept silent cos it's been like this for a very long time. and u panicked when u saw me seeing u watching such shows. U shooed me away. I noe u doesnt wan me to pollute my mind. Den stop polluting ur mind too. Stop watching it.
Glad that u have stopped buying it and cut down alot on watching such shows.
Dont pollute ur mind with such dirty stuff. It's bad. BAD FOR ur eyes and everything.
Me out.
took a picture of love/8/05/2006 06:17:00 PM
Friday, August 04, 2006
omg. my fren is engaged. haha. they also have engagement party. and guess how old is she. she's only 19. zzzz. too early for engagement?
i dunno.
I'm shocked and surprised.
super.
me out.
took a picture of love/8/04/2006 11:14:00 PM
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Since i got nothing to do right now, just wanna blog for awhile before going to school. =)
happy birthday Alvin!! wahaha
Yesterday i went to his house for his birthday celebration. his mother cooked lots of food which i cant eat. wahaha. but nonetheless, the food tasted and look nice. i only ate the beehoon and hot dog and fish balls as i was abstain from eating oily, heaty and spicy food. LOL. so i only have a limited choice of food for me to eat. Anyway, as long got food for me to eat, it's ok de la.. And i ate quite little. but after drinking a cup of ice water, i'm full le. haha..
Anyway, i find his mum quite cute. =) Sometimes her actions are rather cute lor. really. haha. She's a loud person. haha. LOL. but anyway, she's rather cute. That's the bottomline of this paragraph. wahhaa.
of course, photographs were taken and i didnt get the photographs. maybe will ask from ames. lol.
wait!! i got a new dog!! it's not a live puppy or dog. it's just a soft toy. wahhaa. it's cute and cuddly and nice to hug. i will show u the photos of the soft toy.
ok.
Me out.
took a picture of love/8/01/2006 09:37:00 AM
