Sunday, March 25, 2007
i realise i'm rather a blabber mouth. but somehow i also dun find i am. Quite a few people told me their stuff and mostly i dun say it out unless the person said ok or something. but i dunno why i said when i am not supposed to say. i wasnt sure whether should i say it or not, but i thought it can be said, however my fren told me i wasnt suppose to spill it and my fren was shocked that i spilled it. after my fren told me this, i felt guilty and wanted to amend but i dunno what can i do to salvage the situation. my fren didnt blame me and even remind to be careful with my words and everything. when my fren said this i felt even worst and now the feeling is there though it has been minimised. i am somehow ashamed to face my fren. i also somehow felt my fren lost trust in me and i dun wish this to happen. =(.
feeling very remorseful.
so ppl, pls dun tell me any of ur secrets or any sensitive subjects.
i rather be ignorant than to know so many details. and i admit i'm rather busybody and i'm trying to curb it. so try not to let me noe any gossips or what. pls dun. avoid me when ur wan to gossip or else i also will wan to involve in ur gossips.
me out.
Labels: bad mood
took a picture of love/3/25/2007 10:47:00 PM
Monday, March 19, 2007
know what! 3 weeks in CPTC has passed. and this is the 4th week and soon shift work is gonna start soon and soon i'll be graduating. i have been enjoying myself over there and make many new friends or to say got to know my friends much better. haha.
i'm going to have 2 night shifts and 1 day shifts. COOL! this is what i wanted anyway. =) and i hope wilfred will lobang me. but i think he probably may not. haha. tried asking him today and he was rather reluctant or to say, he doesnt want to make empty promises. and for that, i totally understand. so it's ok for me bah. i even asked my trainer but he said bu shun lu and i am so dejected man. got so many rejections. haha. i really dun wan to take the bus anyway. haha.
anyway, just blog cos i have blog itch man.
pls dun bully me. i'm sweet and naive and nice. wahaha. this is for some ppl to see and i doubt they will see it.
about the 401 outing, i didnt went. i cant really consider that as a 401 outing. it's more of a group outing and it's always those few who went. and this time surprisingly i didnt go. firstly, i was totally sian and i need to do my logbook nia. i rejected all my dates and i almost quarrelled with a fren becos of that. so sorry to all. i hope i can get an A for my log book. i put alot of effort into doing it and if i dun get it i really can bang wall. so pls let me get it.
cross fingers. haha. ok done here.
me out.
Labels: cptc
took a picture of love/3/19/2007 11:13:00 PM
Thursday, March 15, 2007
finally my mid term test is over. it's rather easy but of course some answers arent really correct. haha. but i didnt study hard for that anyway.
pls have some basic courtesy between frens. cant u say a hello or goodbye when i say to u. it's just a form of courtesy and u have to be so stingy with ur words.
arghh.. forget it. do whatever u like and i dun wish to care.
me out.
took a picture of love/3/15/2007 09:13:00 AM
Saturday, March 10, 2007
i change my blog skins cos my previous one the skin picture is gone. sad sad. i like that mickey skin alot. it's really nice.
CPTC surrounds my life for now. haha. so the whole 6 weeks my life is with cptc and alex quek. wahaha. he's my trainer and i love him lots. haha. =)
hong wee also good lah. lol. i lame. haha. all the trainers are ok there.
err. results gotten and was quite happy with it.
nth to update.
me out.
Labels: bored.
took a picture of love/3/10/2007 06:14:00 PM
